Monday, May 14, 2012

Happiness

Happiness is something that everyone needs and wants
It is something that can be giving by your family,friends,boyfriend or girlfriend
It is something anyone can give to you
Even when your in your worst days with solving family problems
But once you solve those problems your worst turns into your happiness
Happiness is finding it in a special place or finding it in a not so special place
It’s something that you have wanted every single day of your life
It’s like figuring out your moms pregnant that it brings you tears of joy  
I was once told about happiness
And I was once told that Happiness can be with your family,friends, and even with a person you just met
Even with that special someone who you love
Happiness Is something everyone wants to live for through the saddest moments in life or the happiest moments in life


Monday, May 7, 2012

My creativity --- Activity #4

 My creativity is when I take everything that happens to me and turn it into a story . My life is not exactly what you call "Full of Creativity" because I'm the kind of person who really doesn't like to add much personel things to stuff . I have to different types of creativity . 1. Is drawing in class and 2. Is Writting . When it comes to drawing I really don't have  much creativity in coloring and stuff its as simple as can be . When it comes to writting I fill up the paper with all the ideas I get in my head . I don't really know how all my ideas pop into my head but it just does . My creativity isn't always about what I think it's about what others think . I take some of my classmates ideas and build off of them . When I write I use all of my creativity too. sometimes I don't understand my creativity becuase it is complicated . It's complicated because while I am writting a whole bunch of ideas burst into my head . I write and I don't understand what exactly Im talking about but I reread and understand what its all about . Understanding about what I write is wierd with a little touch of complicated . M y creativity isn't always just at school its sometimes at home too. I love my creativity at school because when I write I let all my creativity out . Have you ever heard the saying " If I don't write I go mad" by Carlos Fuentes ? Well my creatvity is just like that because it's true If I don't  write I get mad and I get frustrated . It drives me insane to know that I have the right to write but it takes long for me to make up an idea .

Congrat's Newly Minted Mom

Congrats, Newly Minted Mom !!
Now you’ve been given that baby .
Next comes the crying, the diaper changing , the feeding and the showering
That’s when you have to do what moms know how to do best :
Feed that baby like no one has ever fed it in it’s life
Filling for parenting is a very Long-standing thing for teen moms and adult moms .
60% of whom , according to teen moms , are frustrated for the first 5 days after they’re out of the hospital and go home.
The other 40% deliver and deal with it .
It’s not just teen moms who have the fiscal sense of waking up on the middle of the night to take care of the child .
All kinds of moms wind up with nothing but extra change in their pockets .
If anyone from teen moms to adult moms can do it so can you ,
With the 16 and pregnant tv show you’ll learn about how difficult it is to be a mom at a very young age and how it isn’t difficult to be a mom at an older age .





Wednesday, April 25, 2012

Cry :|

If I cry
Don’t wonder why
Someone in this world will wonder why
Now he is up high as brightly as he could be
looking down on his family and asking god why
His family asked themselves why
And I wonder why too
This is all a complication
without an explanation
The only thing to do is find the person who killed him
And in order to figure out what happened
She is going to have to sprout
out of the seed in which she is trapped in
Don’t fear , Just find the extreme effort that will help you pass all the pain
So if I cry
Don't wonder why.  
RIP Cousin
Jessi Mendoza Valdez
4~18~12




Thursday, April 5, 2012

Hungergames movie review

      Well the movie was really good but they skipped to many parts . The book was way different from the movie . At the begining of the movie it started off with Primrose crying  in her dream but as I remember in the book it really didn't start of like that . I don't think it even said that Katniss's mother made her a dress too, for the reaping  but in the movie it did . It had many flashbacks at the begining of the movie but in the book it didn't start off with many . I was really excited and I still am because  I want there to be a second part to the first movie . 
       My opinion of the movie is that it was really good . I love the way it just jumped from scence to scene to get my attention . It was really good seeing the mutated dogs at the end of the movie and the way they were built . I really enjoyed seeing the capitol people and their disguises it made them seem beautiful . I really liked the way that Katniss and Peeta came out on fire it caught everyones attention . That's my opinion so what is yours??
                                                                    
                                                                             

Friday, March 30, 2012

reading response

Dale got in trouble for chewing tobacco in school . Mr.Mautz hates dale but he also hates Eric . Dale is looking for Eric to beat him up . Eric is trying to make a get away plan so that way dale doesn't hurt him . Mr.Muatz doesn't care what happens in school . So neither do the cops outside of school . So now Sarah and Eric are both safe now in Eric's attick and now they wonder if they want to become friends with Dale .
                                                                               
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Image: 'Robot Friends'
http://www.flickr.com/photos/7315825@N04/4667065895

Wednesday, March 21, 2012

My wish for the world

                             My wish to the world


My wish to the world is to have peace
My wish to the world is not to be overseas
My wish to the world is not to be protesting worldwide
My wish to the world is not to hide
But let yourself be free
This world is way past the expectations
And its way past the sky limits
My wish to the world is to help little ones
My wish to the world is to not have pain
My wish to the world is to not have to suffer
This world I don’t understand
Im getting confused by all the thoughts
I’m getting stressed by all this tragedy
We are being put into two different worlds
When the least expected is being expected
Don’t dare to expect it because it will be the least expected
My wish to this world is to find peace


Tuesday, February 28, 2012

Not my type !!

   I don’t like guys that love to skate . I don’t like guys that would rather be players . I don’t like guys that hide whenever they see you . I like regular type of guys , but I also like like Emo guys and guys that are respectful . The only reason why I like those types of guys is 1. because they aren’t afraid to tell the world how they feel about you 2. because these types of guys know how to win your heart with just a smile and a Hi, How are you doing . The only reason why I like those types of guys is because 1. they do really care about how you feel when your upset and 2 . because those guys don’t care what the world or other people say about them at all. They just compare to Lady Gaga whenever she is making her music videos . I also like respectful guys . Reason why I like those types of guys is because whenever they come around ,and your with a parent , they show how much respect they have for you and your family . They  just  don't come up and say all this nonsense stuff  like cussing your parents out . The only reason why I don’t like the guys listed at the very top is because 1, they are going to care more about their skateboard 2. because they are going to date more than one girl and 3. they are going to hide away from  you . I mean those types of  guys aren’t right for a girl that wants to have a successful relationship. That’s why I choose the very last ones . Sadly, though I might of had liked  the wrong type of guy I don’t regret it that much . 






                                       

Friday, February 24, 2012

ELA showcase

 My top three posts
  1. Hungergames connections 
  2. To change or not to change 
  3. Sole provider
  For the three top posts I listed at the top is because in those posts I show how I think and what I would do to not change anything that I've learned that I keep things simple .

  My best example of creativity is
  1. I tried my best
  I picked that song as my best creativity because i really do like the way I sang it with my best friend and plus that was my very first time singing to post it on my blog where people could see it .

    The evidence of my growth as a writer is
  1. Change or not to change 
   I picked that one because I wouldn't change at all and how much It would affect a person to change .

   Proof I am a thinker / Learner
  1. Hungergames connections  
 I picked this one because when I was doing this connection with the outside world I was thinking and finding things on the internet that were useful and while I was doing that I was thinking about the type of questions I would start my connections with . 

Thursday, February 16, 2012

I tried my best

I tried my best
I'm sitting on my bed thinking about you but all I know is that you don't like me . Seeing you around her all the time it hurts me more and more . My heart breaks into little pieces that won't ever get back together
(Chorus): I tried my best, I did my best but all that was done is now a fall
I could of had tried more but there's no point like this feeling here inside of me I don't like this feeling in me I failed to know that you disappointed me
(chorus): I tried my best , I did my best but I'm being blocked by an invisible wall . Now there's hate inside my soul there's regret and nothing else in my heart . I thought you will always be there . Apparently it was a mistake I failed to let you know my love my love for you was when we first met and now its all friendship ohhhh~~~~ why
(chorus): I tried my best , I did my best but now I cant even rest
Diana"s Song (mp3)

Wednesday, February 15, 2012

Fingernail missing ???

    So it happened on June 20th or so when I was at the movies with my cousins . Going to the movies with my cousins was really fun .That day we had gone to see the movie Mr .poppers penguins .That movie was hilarious . Soon enough the movie was over .       While we were outside the movie theatre there was a hill . On that hill there was grass and dirt . So then me and my cousins girlfriend decided to roll down that hill which was really fun . Soon after we were waiting for my uncle to get there . My uncle appeared out of the nowhere and said lets go. So then thats when my tragedy happened I had forgotten that he had brought his other 2 kids with him .So I opened the door and saw my little cousins there and I said “ooops, wrong door.” That was when I slammed the door on my thumb. I didn’t feel the door against my finger so I turned around and tried to walk away but it jerked me back . Then thats when I opened the door and saw my thumb bleeding and turning purple . At that moment I felt pain ,anger and sadness . When me and my cousins were in the  car my uncle asked me “ do you want me to take you to the hospital ?” but I had said “NO.” So I got home with tears in my eyes . My mom had asked me what had happened so I showed her my thumb and she was about to pass out because it looked really nasty . My mom had then asked me the same thing about going to the hospital but I said no . I kept saying no because I was scared of getting surgery on my thumb . So I slept with all the pain in my thumb . All that night  I could feel my self sobber in my sleep . The next day I felt even more worse . I couldn’t  feel my hand nor my thumb . Soon after about a month I was messing around when my nail just fell of . When that happened it disgusted me . Seeing my thumb took my appetite away for about 2 weeks .  Soon after my mom called the Health Alliance so she could make an appointment . Soon as I went to the appointment the doctors were shocked because they had never seen my thumb like that .The doctors called a special doctor to see my thumb .So then the other doctor agreed to see me as his patient . In about 2 weeks I went to see the doctor . The doctor told me that he knew for a fact that it would take my nail about 6 months to grow . Then school started and I was worried about what people would say about my thumb . I kept feeling self conscious and I still do . Now that I wrote this story and people will know I feel confident . Once everybody knows I wont have to hide my hand. I just hope the month of my operation comes quickly .

Monday, February 13, 2012

Father like daughter

My dad and his daughter are so close together . When I see them like that I feel lonely . I feel like I'm not his kid anymore . Yes he has 3 kids but yet he's close to one of us . He is always close to her no matter what. Yes I tried to see if he cared but all he does is stuff I cant stand . Yes he treats us with respect and the same but knowing he doesn't want me around him makes me feel hopeless . I love my dad and I love my sister but it fills me with jealousy . Knowing they have the same attitude kills me . I know she looks like my mom but I look like my dad but yet the same attitude keeps them very close . Yes I am mommas but so is my little brother. My little brother could careless because he is only 3 . There's 3 of us but I wish there was 2 . I give thanks to god for knowing that I would not feel lonely anymore but yet my little brother is so annoying but I still love him. Back to her and my dad .Yes I don't care anymore but at the same time I do . I know I shouldn't worry but I just can't help it . I cry at bed but she doesn’t know . Yes she is dead asleep and yes I know she has joy but when it comes to me  I am full of misery . It looks like to me she will never care. Once I learn that she cares maybe I will feel different maybe I won’t .

Wednesday, February 1, 2012

Fingernail missing ?????

So it happened on June 20th or so when I was at the movies with my cousins . Going to the movies with my cousins was really fun .That day we had gone to see the movie Mr .poppers penguins .That movie was hilarious . Soon enough the movie was over . While we were outside the movie theatre there was a hill . On that hill there was grass and dirt . So then me and my cousins girlfriend decided to roll down that hill which was really fun . Soon after we were waiting for my uncle to get there . My uncle appeared out of the nowhere and said lets go. So then thats when my tragedy happened I had forgotten that he had brought his other 2 kids with him .So I opened the door and saw my little cousins there and I said “ooops, wrong door.” That was when I slammed the door on my thumb. I didn’t feel the door against my finger so I turned around and tried to walk away but it jerked me back . Then thats when I opened the door and saw my thumb bleeding and turning purple . At that moment I felt pain ,anger and sadness . When me and my cousins were in the car my uncle asked me “ do you want me to take you to the hospital ?” but I had said “NO.” So I got home with tears in my eyes . My mom had asked me what had happened so I showed her my thumb and she was about to pass out because it looked really nasty . My mom had then asked me the same thing about going to the hospital but I said no . I kept saying no because I was scared of getting surgery on my thumb . So I slept with all the pain in my thumb . All that night I could feel my self sobber in my sleep . The next day I felt even more worse . I couldn’t feel my hand nor my thumb . Soon after about a month I was messing around when my nail just fell of . When that happened it disgusted me . Seeing my thumb took my appetite away for about 2 weeks . Soon after my mom called the Health Alliance so she could make an appointment . Soon as I went to the appointment the doctors were shocked because they had never seen my thumb like that .The doctors called a special doctor to see my thumb .So then the other doctor agreed to see me as his patient . In about 2 weeks I went to see the doctor . The doctor told me that he knew for a fact that it would take my nail about 6 months to grow . Then school started and I was worried about what people would say about my thumb . I kept feeling self conscious and I still do . Now that I wrote this story and people will know I feel confident . Once everybody knows I wont have to hide my hand. I just hope the month of my operation comes quickly .

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

My childhood memories

I was in preschool when I was 4 . In the middle of the year I had to go to Mexico . I left because I had to go see my grandparents . The main reason I had to go to Mexico was because of my grandmother . My grandmothers heart had started to overgrow and she needed surgery. Soon enough the day of her surgery came, and she did great .                                                                                                                                       I stayed in Mexico for about 2 months or so. While I was in Mexico , Christmas came along. During that day my aunt and I gave thanks to god for letting us have my grandparents there with us . Soon after that, we had a basket of strawberries that had the most golden flavor ever . Then the strawberries were gone and we wanted more , so my grandmother told my aunt to go get some more strawberries and to put some sack in it . Once my aunt came back  the strawberries were so mouthwatering,delightful and juicy when you take the bite out of that red, big strawberry .                                                                                                                             Soon enough  we finished the strawberries I felt full and I felt sleepy so I decided to go into my aunts room and sleep but I couldn't fall asleep because I kept on thinking about my family in Kannapolis .So I just sat there and thought the whole time.  I felt the coldness and emptiness in the morning . It looked like a room of adventure when I looked around .                                                                                                                          Once I was there for along time I  felt homesick just seeing the living room and everything outside just reminded me of my actual home . I felt that maybe I could just sit there and cry but I didn't . Instead I would go visit my cousins and sleep over there where they live . Soon enough I was there for 2 months I wished I could be there for at least another month ( even though I felt homesick I wanted to stay there).

          Then 2 weeks later it was time to get on the plane and come home . Before I was taken to the airport it broke my heart seeing my grandparents cry . My grandfathers last words before i got on the plane were " I love you and take care." My grandmothers last words were " I love you and no matter what , I am going to be here for you ." So I got on the plane , with tears in my eyes and found my seat  where I waved my last goodbye and never got to see them again .

          Now and then I talk to my grandparents through the phone and hear their voice that fulfills me with joy and warmth inside . It doesn't feel the same hearing there voice  instead of feeling there warm hugs . Soon enough i will go to Mexico and see them again . I still wonder if Mexico looks the same way as it did when I was there.